February 2012
All I can think about today is how I just want to go. Anywhere would be great. Just do something. I’m going insane just sitting and sleeping here everyday. My friends are off, you know, doing what they do because I’m not cool to hang around anymore. Why is it that I was the one to be pushed out.. When I’m the one that needs them more.
I’ve gotten really annoyed with people talking in the last two days. Just in general if someone is talking way too much, I just want to yell and tell them to shutup. Idk why
I managed to successful take out my dread that I have had since august without cutting it. Yayy
I wish everything was just how it used to be. Maybe not romantically, but I miss being able to be around your family and not feeling like I was unwanted. I wish we could repair as much damage as we could. I’d give anything to be able to talk to you normally again. We both know our conversations are a bit forced. It’s just kinda like.. I don’t fit anymore.. Anywhere around you. I...
It’s kind of disheartening to me that someone out there really just thinks I’m disgusting.. Idk, like I’ve just never left hate messages to anyone. I know my reaction for this is late, but I have had a little while to think about it. It only hurts because I pour my heart and soul into people. For those of you that don’t know, I’m a missionary. I mostly work with the...
Anonymous asked: yuck
I’m sitting outside waiting for a friend to come pick me up, and I’m thinking to myself, “seriously it is just unnecessarily cold outside. I wonder how cold it is” so I look at my weather thing, and it’s 54 degrees.. I’m definitely a Texan.
That moment when you’re chatting on Facebook, and you start typing then you realize they are typing, so you stop. Then the whole cycle goes through about two more times. It’s like you accidentally interrupt and then say oh sorry excuse me again and again. Haha idk why that humors me.
I think I just hate small talk. So anyone that really does it, automatically irritates me. Which is why I don’t have many friends.. Also, I think people find me too much sometimes. I just don’t focus on shallow things much..
the term "half sister" disgusts me. as far as...
I think I am going to go insane because I haven’t done anything in about idk.. a week.. I need to get out..
Dear God,
please make the next 19 days before I get my cast off go by quickly.
Why do people even say “no offense” anyway?
Anonymous asked: No offence you will nevver look like that beautiful irl in the bikini over there
ohmissnatalie:
Less alcohol, more tea. Less meat, more veggies. Less sugar, more fruits. Less TV, more reading. Less words, more action. Less greed, more giving. Less worry, more sleep. Less driving, more walking. Less anger, more laughter. Less is more. Too much of a good thing, is never a good thing.
Even though katniss denies her love for peeta, I like that they still hold hands and give each other comfort. Idk makes me miss having someone I can hold,kiss, and tell everything to.. Stupid that a book is making me feel this way.
Watchloveonlyknows:
OH MY FUCKING GOD EVERYONE MUST WATCH THIS I AM IN HYSTERICS
Hahahahah omg
I know I'm late on this but
Just finished the first hunger game book. I love how I could imagine ever little spot they laid out. It’s like you are so familiar with the cave and rue’s hiding spot in your mind that you’re like oh ya okay I know that place. I had it all pictured out too. Never really pictured a book quite like this one.. Seeing if the movie will compare
I kinda(well not kinda) I want to fast for two days, to somewhat detox my body. I want to just rely on liquids like Water, lemon water, tea, and milk(because I have a broken leg.. I kind of need that). I feel like this is the perfect time because I’m not doing anything else. Has anyone done it before?
Dear Jon Foreman and matthew thiessen,
I thank God for giving you two the musical talent that yall have.
You’re music inspires me so much.
I’ve found that true success has very little to do with income or comfort. In fact, it seems to me that inconvenience, hardship and discomfort are my best teachers.
-Jon Foreman.
That moment where you realize that absolutely nothing is the same from last summer, and you’re so completely excited that you live near a beach and have a car for this summer. Yeah, that moment just happened to me. I CANNOT WAIT!
brianxhopkins:
thespacecoyote:
I honestly don’t understand how people find boyfriends/girlfriends
Like it seems like some people just somehow
Fall into relationships just like
Oops I tripped into a pit of writhing bodies and one got velcro’d to me
Is that how you do it
This.
Haha idk why this makes me laugh so much
I know when I leave, I won’t come back much. Everything will be so much better for everyone here when I’m gone. I already know that.
I really wish that.. I didn’t have to sleep. Like it was just tomorrow already. It’s not even like tomorrow has some special meaning to it. I just dread this time. I hate just laying here waiting on a new day to come.
Because you know I can never sleep.
